i keep fucking up. im a fuck up. i destroy everything good. i make everyone depressed. i turn good into evil. im bad luck. i can tell when things are going to take a turn for the worse and im always half a second too late to do something about it. now i’ve fucked up the only good thing left in this shit life of mine and i cant do shit about it. the worse part is i was finally about to think positive. it takes big scares to turn me around. i turned around too late this time. i turned around to see the only thing good in my life fall out of reach. im sorry.
